I Am Up For / The Early Middle

What To Measure When Nothing Seems To Be Improving

Progress in the early middle is real but invisible at the resolution most beginners use to look for it.

Beginners tend to measure the wrong quantity, which is quality of output, checked weekly. At that resolution the flat phase looks completely flat, because the changes happening are in ease rather than result: less hesitation before starting, fewer moments of total confusion, a slightly longer stretch before attention breaks. These are genuine changes and they are invisible to the measure being used, in the same way that a slowly filling container looks unchanged if you check it every minute.

Two adjustments help. The first is to measure attendance rather than achievement during the early months, because attendance is the thing you actually control and the thing that produces everything else. A simple record of turned up or did not is enough, and looking back at twelve marks on a page is more encouraging than any assessment of how well those twelve went. The second is to lengthen the interval. Compare against three months ago rather than last week, and only occasionally, because frequent comparison over short intervals reliably reports no change.

It is also worth keeping something from very early on, in whatever form the pursuit allows: a first attempt, a recording, a scrap of work. Nobody wants to look at it at the time and everybody is glad of it later. Memory revises the past upwards, so that people come to believe they were always roughly this capable and therefore have not progressed. A concrete artefact from the first week is the only reliable defence against that revision, and it takes almost no effort to preserve one.